Not outward appearance

It is becoming clear to me repeatedly that we were created to display God’s glory. I look around and I sometimes see jealous faces because of my anointing that was given to me, however those same faces have not always seen me. They have not seen all the tears I’ve cried nor been there every lonely night that I learned what it meant to have God as my only friend. When God chooses us it is personal. I’ve had little glimpses of what it will be like when we get to heaven. Some of us will be in a higher rank then others yet we will all worship God together. My only desire is to be where he is. When God calls a man or woman and anoints them. Sometimes tjwir fruit is not overly evident. Sometimes they are rough , ignorant , and have some bad habits. But God sees us for who we are. He is not concerned about the opinions of men.. if men were my judge then in would have been in the garbage can but I am chosen. Thank you Lord for judging each person according to matters of the heart and not by outward appearance.

Lonliness

I asked God for a prophetic dream that helped enlighten me and he gave me one , but it was not one I expected . In my dream I was in an apartment building and I enemies after me so I was trying to escape. I first had to retrieve my child and when I came to her and she put her hand in mine I suddenly had a baby in my arms as well. My heart was melting as I looked down at my babies. They were mine and even though I didnt have a man there I felt strong and safe. I felt strength inside of me, giving me knowledge that although I had enemies and had children to protect, my adversary was no match for me. I was stronger then them. I didnt have a man with me yet in this dream I did not feel alone. I felt support in the background.. then as I stood there on the roof with children in arms a helicopter came and I woke up.

Its interesting how weird our dreams can get yet how much we can gain from them. This teaches me that having a lack of a desire does not mean that we lack what we need. Lord keep teaching me so that I will come into all that you have for me and find much godliness with contentment.