I’ve had so many times in my life when ive felt alone. When I was a child, when I was a teen during the moments i wasnt plotting with a friend, during my adult years when I was married but yet couldn’t connect, and when i was single because of the void. Basically my entire life ive had many moments of being alone. Now, as I reflect on relationships and friendships I realize that there is a need to human interaction, however considering that most everyone else is as confused about life as you are, you cannot put your confidence in man. Sure be friends, companions, or whatever is good in the sight of God, but don’t mistake that this person is just as alone as you are. Since ive recommited my life to God, ive learned with his grace that we are truly never alone. When you get this then it changes things for you. Longer will you need to be someone you aren’t, or be in a dead end relationship just so you wont have to feel alone. If you are looking to someone else to make you feel not lonely, then you are lonely already whether you have another or not. Loneliness isnt a state of being around people or not.. its being satisfied with the quiet. Its being able to be still and not feel desparate if your phone isn’t ringing. Those are only distractions.. and now that ive given my life to God I see not having the distractions as a blessing at times because this means im able tl fulfill his will. Jesus, because of your grace im able to be alone now, and not feel bad when im alone because you love me so much more than anyone else in my life ever has and i owe you my all.. please let me spread your truth for the world to see how satisfying you are. Because when we seek you as our main source of satisfaction you are faithful and you satisfy me so much. Nothing tastes better, no human can do better.. its all about you now God. Amen receive your glory.
You are worthy