Im feeling a little sad today a little emotional. Why? Part of me wants to say I don’t know, woman hormones, but mostly it is because God is doing a work in my heart and I really cannot explain it because I don’t understand it myself. It is partly from dissapointment regarding failed expectations and it is also a time of reflection. On one hand im being confronted with old demons of insecurity however the season is meant for a time of deliverance and healing. As I am faced with insecurity sprinkled with doubts about my worth, my value, things I do not like about myself I am simultaneously growing more in love with myself, more confident in who I am, more secure. Someone is telling some lies and the lies are starting to show up and there is a battle rising up.. it is a battle of truth. Do you know that the only stronghold that Satan has on us is through deception he gets us to buy into many lies? The Apostle Paul brings this fact up that we are in a battle and our battle is a battle of faith. What do you believe in? Who do you believe? You think you are wise? Are you or have you been living a life based on lies. These lies include “Serving God is burdensome, boring, for the freaks” “God isnt real he’s dead believing him is a lie” yet.. who is telling you these lies? Who is lying to you right now what have we failed to see? Ask God he’ll show and expose him. Father please expose these lies today. The truth of the matter is I am a predestined child of God that is powerful beyond all measure and very lovely both inside and out, but even when the outside fails.. physical beauty is all vanity anyways.. it is the heart that is eternal and that truly matters. Amen.