You know how many well many friends believe that I am way too open and that I disclose way too much? Yet here I am sharing my blog for the world to read, and guess what.. I was led to do this. So my question is, why hush me? Really? Does what I say embarrass you for me? Because it does not embarrass me, so why does this embarrass you?? This is a great question I’m asking. You know I’ve been praying about my future marriage because we all know I will get married again, however I’ve already done it wrong twice and have absolutely no interest whatsoever in doing it wrong a third time. I didn’t want the first two to fail. The first time I thought I could will myself through it, and what can I say other than I was young, dumb, and disobeyed God. The second one the man was a real romeo you know, he was extremely fervent in chasing after me (this should have been a red flag), always bringing me flowers, writing me letters, making all sorts of promises and once he obtained me he became abusive, end of story. I stuck that one out as long as I did because I didn’t want to put my kids through yet another divorce. Eventually for their sake and my own I had to. That story had something in common with the first, I was not seeking God. The first man was a Christian but God clearly said no. The second was not even a Christian and actually had some demons of his own for sure. So, anyways back to my point… I am an open person. I’ve had people think that they can manipulate me because I am so open, sooooo what?? Really? Is that my problem? Should I change because other people are fools? No, not going to happen. In my personal opinion, a person who is not open is someone who has something to hide. Sure, there’s a place for wisdom may the Lord teach me if he thinks I need it, but for now I’m going to be myself and if people don’t like how I am, you know how to exit.